Merry christmas to those celebrating~

LMAO it's near christmas and i unconsciously decided to watch the mysterious movie, the polar express. i saw it's TMO long long time ago when it was first showing in the cinema. i am alone and watching it makes me feel really lonely. =P with the soundtrack and the cold night.

Bitter Sweet the bomb

Read my lips
Be all that you can be. Make a difference, give your dreams to me
Just like the television says, join the army, get ahead, oh please
No time for sleeping.
There's too much to do
Don't you forget that we do what they want us to

Let's get nuts. Let's spend some money
Take your shirt off honey
Let's freak out, life's just a party
You'll be sorry Charlie

Taste all your hearts desires. Take a boat ride through the sky and play
Go where it is you want to go, see the world on a float someday
They can be lazy or have some real fun
Nothing's too crazy, those politicians can't get done

Let's get nuts. Let's spend some money
Take your shirt off honey
Let's freak out, life's just a party
You'll be sorry Charlie

Rose colored glasses seem to be the rage
Oh, Mr.President, in bed with terrorists again ?

Let's get nuts. Let's spend some money
Take your shirt off honey
Let's freak out, life's just a party
You'll be sorry Charlie
Let's get nuts. Let's spend some money
Take your shirt off honey
Let's freak out, life's just a party
You'll be sorry Charlie

A day alone

Just got back from Alamanda. went there alone. that's my first time. watched a movie alone. a first time too. it was Ninja Assassin. action packed with a little romance. Very little actually but is enough for an action movie lol. I always get annoyed when there's too much romance and less action. such a waste of films. bought one roll of crispy popiah for dinner. I'm trying to control my diet. No rice and very little sugar.

Two days ago, i stumbled into him at the filling station near my university. he was with his mother and sister and her four sons. i was very surprised and happy. he asked me where i was going. apparently they were staying at his sister's house which should be around the area but i couldn't catch the name of the place. she invited me over. i was thrilled but couldn't say yes since i still didn't get the name of the place until the end.

btw, back to being alone, a friend of mine once told me that if we are always alone then we will in time develop our own style and understand ourselves more. which is just great since i tend to follow the people around me. their way of talking and the words they use. even swear words and tones especially the rude and unladylike ones.

my life goals

1. to have a successful career.

2. to live in my beautiful dream house.

3. have a slim and slender body.

4. have excellent communication skills and public speaking skills.

5. excellent in more than four languages.

6. be an exemplary muslim.

7. be a great daughter to my parents.

8. be a good sister to my siblings.

9. have a great, exciting, fun, happy and meaningful life.

10. to own one suv, one sport car and one posh sedan at the same time. all black.

11. be very healthy and active in sports.

12. do charity regularly.

13. not relying on anyone substantially.

14. marry a great guy and have wonderful children with him.


it would be great if by the age of 30 i can achieve all these.

a hope for a trim?

my sister and i went to east coast mall today. we stopped by at marie france bodyline to get a free consultation for me. the consultant was very nice and polite. i had to take off my blouse and skirt for her to measure me. i was so embarrased -.-'
at the end, she advised me to get the wrapping and serum treatment. it was RM3500 for 20 wrapping and 20 serum treatments. i called my mum and she was okay with it so i paid rm1k as deposit. luckily i could use my credit card. thanks mum hehe... tomorrow my mum will come and pay the remaining rm2500. since i pay the deposit right after i had the consultation, she said i was entitled to a FOC additional treatment combo that consist of massage and a few others.
since i only have one month left i will be having the two treatments every two days.
opposite the lot there was an osim shop. my sister bought the osim urobic for rm1800. i was more interested with the uzap promotion. when we were at home i used it for 30 mins and i was so amazed cause it feels so good and i swear the back of my thigh is slightly smaller. my sister kinda think im delusional but i seriously can feel the difference.

so slow...

i really hate our stupid stone age connection. it takes forever to download and load pictures! =(
check your connection speed at speedtest.net

MFB here i come!

my mom has not been feeling well since last night so this morning I took her to kuantan specialist. and then i bought two mags to read while waiting since they were many patients. i wore baju kurung since i no longer have anything decent to wear.thanks to the substantial growth of fats in my poor body. besides my magic jeans was sent for dry cleaning and other jeans are just too lame since they make me look trashy in a very disgusting way... so i put on my last resort that is baju kurung. seriously i felt like the obese version of sharifah amani in sepet. and then i bought Her World's May issue and OIC today's latest volume. to be honest i slightly felt like a really smart kid after buying the latter. anyway, there's a marie france bodyline ad inside her world mag. this time they have a BTPS programme rm688 for 13 sessions. last time it was 24 sessions that cost rm888 so when i read this ad i felt as if i have missed the 24sessions promo. so i called their branch in kuantan immediately(not wanting to miss any more promos!). the lady was very helpful since she answered all my questions well and satisfyingly. according to her, they have a lot of promotions at the moment and moreover every client is different when it comes to which treatment is applicable. so i should go to their place and have a free consultation. they will tell me which treatments are suitable for my fatness. i told her my current weight is 73kg and she asked me how old i am. she said it's not a problem at all since they even have had a client who weighed 100kg. i did not instigate her further about this client even though my caring nature(kepohness) dying to know what the client had achieved! i asked her if it is possible for me to at least lose 13kg within 1 and a half month and she said i can take the intense treatment which would amount to about 3k or more. i talked to my mom about it and she said she's willing to sponsor me 2k. the other 1k or more i can topup with my april allowance which i haven't touched. =D ohh i love my mom and not only because of the 2k but because she's just great lol. happy mothers day.. <333

war with cockroaches!!

So today i woke up with a new resolution. that is to change my lifestyle. i want to have a decently healthy lifestyle and a disciplined one too. when my brother saw me, he asked me if i want him to tapau anything from the prima area so i told him to buy something healthy and not fattening. before he leaves the house he put on his new prada shoes. he looks good in them and i am starting to love them. i washed the dishes that had been piling up for the last few day. yeah i only wash when there is no longer any clean ones to use. so today my target is to do a very thorough spring cleaning to the kitchen. thorough as in squeaky-clean. so i have to start with the plates cabinet. oh boy its like cockroaches birthing nest. im pretty sure i saw quite a number of eggs there and not mention some roach shit too lol. we always keep the cabinet door closed but i hv just discovered a long hole inside that connects it to 'the outside world'. so now i am going to put a tape there and i hope my parents wont kill me for doing that. it is i believe is in the best interest of the household. xD although there might be marks left in the future because of the glue and its a new cabinet. i have to be prepared for roaches attack. i msned my sister and she said she either uses ridsect or her feet. i really hope she was only kidding with the feet part. that is outright barbaric and disgusting. euuww.. alrite so niki... you have been activated. now go and destroy the roaches empire and be prepared for a counter attack.. lol ok that sound really immature. =/

my last long break

Now that the final is over, i have 3 months to spend. i'll be going to Mecca for umrah in May. for about 12 days. im quite excited but at the same time im a little scared. when i went to this one photo shop to take an umrah photo, the lady have this very 'sayu' look on her face. she asked me if i was ready for umrah which was only one month away at that time. i didnt know what to say to her. her question was enough to make me doubt myself. not that i blame her for that. she was right i suppose. was i ready then? am i ready now? frankly, im not quite sure. i'll take that as a reminder. so yeah,, for the next 2 weeks i need to prepare myself for umrah. i still need a few more jubahs and 2 more socks and a pair of very comfortable and reliable sneakers.
when i get back from Mecca, i plan to go for slimming treatments at Marie France Bodyline. there is this promotion, RM888 for 24 sessions. i think its a great offer. i have good ten kilos to shed since i am quite obese at the moment. and if i dont do something i might become very obese and every single drop of my self-esteem would go down the drain. ohh and during this time i plan to go to gym regularly so i shall stay in my hometown the whole time. its a small town so it will be so much more easier to move about. i know i should help with the family business but johor is definitely not my place. everything is so foreign and scary.
oh yeah and i need to brush up my broken french. its a pity that i have taken a beginner french class and still couldnt speak the language. how the hell will i live in france if i cant even speak french. thats just morally wrong lol.
oh and since khoo academy is in kuantan, more the reason for me to stay in kuantan. i should start taking violin classes again since i might end up become completely violin illiterate if i dont. ohh i love violin and i love electric guitar as much..