war with cockroaches!!

So today i woke up with a new resolution. that is to change my lifestyle. i want to have a decently healthy lifestyle and a disciplined one too. when my brother saw me, he asked me if i want him to tapau anything from the prima area so i told him to buy something healthy and not fattening. before he leaves the house he put on his new prada shoes. he looks good in them and i am starting to love them. i washed the dishes that had been piling up for the last few day. yeah i only wash when there is no longer any clean ones to use. so today my target is to do a very thorough spring cleaning to the kitchen. thorough as in squeaky-clean. so i have to start with the plates cabinet. oh boy its like cockroaches birthing nest. im pretty sure i saw quite a number of eggs there and not mention some roach shit too lol. we always keep the cabinet door closed but i hv just discovered a long hole inside that connects it to 'the outside world'. so now i am going to put a tape there and i hope my parents wont kill me for doing that. it is i believe is in the best interest of the household. xD although there might be marks left in the future because of the glue and its a new cabinet. i have to be prepared for roaches attack. i msned my sister and she said she either uses ridsect or her feet. i really hope she was only kidding with the feet part. that is outright barbaric and disgusting. euuww.. alrite so niki... you have been activated. now go and destroy the roaches empire and be prepared for a counter attack.. lol ok that sound really immature. =/

my last long break

Now that the final is over, i have 3 months to spend. i'll be going to Mecca for umrah in May. for about 12 days. im quite excited but at the same time im a little scared. when i went to this one photo shop to take an umrah photo, the lady have this very 'sayu' look on her face. she asked me if i was ready for umrah which was only one month away at that time. i didnt know what to say to her. her question was enough to make me doubt myself. not that i blame her for that. she was right i suppose. was i ready then? am i ready now? frankly, im not quite sure. i'll take that as a reminder. so yeah,, for the next 2 weeks i need to prepare myself for umrah. i still need a few more jubahs and 2 more socks and a pair of very comfortable and reliable sneakers.
when i get back from Mecca, i plan to go for slimming treatments at Marie France Bodyline. there is this promotion, RM888 for 24 sessions. i think its a great offer. i have good ten kilos to shed since i am quite obese at the moment. and if i dont do something i might become very obese and every single drop of my self-esteem would go down the drain. ohh and during this time i plan to go to gym regularly so i shall stay in my hometown the whole time. its a small town so it will be so much more easier to move about. i know i should help with the family business but johor is definitely not my place. everything is so foreign and scary.
oh yeah and i need to brush up my broken french. its a pity that i have taken a beginner french class and still couldnt speak the language. how the hell will i live in france if i cant even speak french. thats just morally wrong lol.
oh and since khoo academy is in kuantan, more the reason for me to stay in kuantan. i should start taking violin classes again since i might end up become completely violin illiterate if i dont. ohh i love violin and i love electric guitar as much..